The Boys R Back!

Back to where it all began!  A HSM dance-off with Jordan and Jeff.  Notice the intense concentration they both display when pointing the controllers at the tv.

Senior Pictures

This picture was supposed to go last in this series but I uploaded it in the wrong order.  This was my attempt at an "artsy" shot.  This is a reflection of the four of us in the window of the building.  

Mar

Steph

Jess

Fleur

self-portrait

much better.

Lightening the Load

I did some purging today of textbooks I no longer need but was holding on to for whatever reason.  Though, I would love to burn that ugly green trig text.  I should have taken the hint that Sister Margaret's class was going to be a bust after 80% of the class dropped the course within the second week.  I should have followed suit and dropped that class like a bad habit. Ugh.  

So long chem, physics, trig, and GRE books.  Perhaps you'll allow another soul to pour over your pages of synonyms/antonyms, rotation of conics, linear momentum and Boyle's and Henery's Laws and add to the accumulation of sweat and tears that stain the pages.  As for you and me, "we are so over."

The PDR may come in handy.  I'll use it as a paperweight for now.

T minus 44hrs.

"I will study and get ready and, perhaps my chance will come."- Abraham Lincoln

 "Never regard study as a duty, but as the enviable opportunity to learn to know the liberating influence of beauty in the realm of the spirit for your own personal joy and to the profit of the community to which your later work belongs."- Albert Einstein

How much information can you squeeze onto an 8 1/2 by 4 1/2 "help sheet" for a final exam?  Answer:  It depends on how small you can write.

The view from my study chair this evening.  The ISO played at Zionsville Lions Park as a part of their free summer concert series.  It was very enjoyable with great weather and music to boot.  Definitely a nice change in pace from my corner at Starbucks.

Registration

I registered for fall semester classes today.  I'll be taking 3 credit hours.  One class will be on campus and one will be an online course.  It was Nursing Focus Day and most of the students were either transfer students or incoming freshman.  It is still a strange feeling...this whole changing of careers.  I wonder and ask God at times, eh,  all the time if I am on the right path.  If this is still what He wants me to pursue. Come January the following 16 months will be very intensive.  I'll be tackling clinicals and coursework in double time for 3 semesters.  Historically, when others have told me that something is rigorous I've always had the attitude of "bring it".  The competitive side of me wants to go at with full force.  Then, then I find myself at the place where I am drained.  The point where  I've committed to the activity where it's too late to turn back but I don't really want to go forward either.   I don't want that to happen here.  I believe that it is my calling to help people, to work in the medical field and after a few years of trying different things, I think nursing is it.  That's just the thing though, I think this is it.  I don't know for certain.  In my mind I have a nice idea laid out if I end up pulling this off.  

 I was thinking about the story where Jesus is walking on water and Peter wants to do the same.  Peter gets out of the boat and begins to walk on water.  After he saw the wind, he was afraid and began to sink.  Peter called out, "Lord, save me!"  Jesus reaches out to him and replies, "You of little faith, why did you doubt?"  Who is Peter doubting?  He's not doubting Jesus; he is doubting himself.  I find myself in Peter's position.  I am doubting not Jesus but myself.  I am doubting myself because I know my past attempts, failures, and the past fears that are still wrestling within me.  You know what though?  Jesus knows my past too and yet He doesn't doubt me.  Rather then focusing on the 'why'-an explanation that is far beyond human comprehension, I'd rather focus on the simple fact that He believes in me and leave it at that.  Isn't that all that is needed?  The King of the universe believes in me and you; and that is enough.  

When this expedition first started I made it very clear to God that if He wasn't a part of this-if He wasn't in it then it would fail- I would fail.  I said the same thing to Him again today after I had registered for classes.  "If you're not in this, if this is not what you want me to do, tell me."  Walking by faith while being patient for God to orchestrate His plans takes trust, risks, and communication with the Author.  The payoff though is adventure, love, and complete freedom.  

Hydration

No, the title of this post has nothing to do with chemical reactions thank goodness!  I am taking a break from the books and flash cards tomorrow.  I have not been able to ride as much as I would like to, mostly due to scheduling conflicts but also because I needed to get a new CamelBak.  The one I had was about 6 years old and the tubing was really gross and the replacement parts are no longer made for the model I had.  Today, though at work I found one that I like and picked it up earlier this evening.  That means tomorrow will be a long ride with plenty of hydration!   :)  I haven't decided what circuit to conquer, but I was thinking of maybe heading up north.  I'll lay out my gear tonight, check the bike tires, charge the iPod and pack some snacks.  I'm excited!

Watch this one!

I was able to visit with Orion over the 4th of July weekend.  We played with trains, ran around the yard, watched fireworks and Orion rode his tricycle too.  At times he would stop riding, turn and look at me and say "I want to run."  So Orion would run and I would carry the bike back to the house.  Thanks, Orion for training me in the duties of parenthood. 

Being silly.

"I want to run."

"Meghan, watch this one!"

Seriously, this statement is his new thing.  Every 25 seconds I would be cued to "watch this one!"

Orion took this picture of the two of us.

I didn't realize how I was holding the camera while I was filming, which is why you might have to look side ways.  You gotta admit though, it is pretty cute. :)

In this last video Orion is on his bike and is dilly-dallying around and making small talk rather then pedaling.  What you don't see in this video is Orion steering his bike off of the sidewalk and into a shallow ditch.  That is why you will see me reach for the handle bars and try to keep him on the sidewalk.  He's not quite able to carry on a conversation, pedal, and steer yet, but we're working on it!