Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Cables, cables, and cords
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Post Office Visit

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Sunday, April 5, 2009
If you read Nehemiah’s prayers, do the study on your own. See if you can
prove me wrong. When I read his prayers they ring of loneliness. Leaders deal with it. Presidents are lonely. Churchill was incredibly lonely. Commanding officers are lonely. Doctors are lonely. Principals are lonely. CEOs are lonely. People who run their own company are very lonely individuals. Coaches are incredibly lonely creatures. Police officers are incredibly lonely creatures. People in leadership, even pastors can be very lonely people. You see it in lots of ways. They withdraw from people. They isolate themselves when they have time away from work. They have no interest in social events. Believe me, I understand this. You get to a point where it’s all you do is spend all your time with people. I’m not saying crowds take care of loneliness. I’m saying close, intimate friendships carry us through life. The good side of loneliness is that it forces you to trust Christ and deepen in your walk with Christ. But the
danger of loneliness is, left in isolation; you will end-up in no good. Ask God for a friend who’s closer than a brother and see if He’ll give it to you. And lastly, leadership is an enormous privilege. What a tragedy to lead a mediocre life. What a tragedy to live an unfulfilled life. What a tragedy to end-up, excuse me, like so many old people who are bitter, and resentful,
and alone. You don’t believe me? Go next door and talk to some of these people. You don’t believe me? Go to Green Spring and talk to some of these people. Entropy is tough to beat, men and women. And, if God is moving you to be a leader, don’t sit back. Ralph Mattson wrote a book years ago called Visions of Grandeur, and with this I close; "If we add up all the grand moments of our lives, most of us end with a very small pile of memories, but they are indeed golden. In contrast, a similar collection of all our mundane times yields a ponderous heap. It’s clear the bulk of our life’s efforts are consumed by routine tasks and ordinary business."
Don’t die that way. There are enough men and women in this room who if you truly respond to the call of God to be His disciple, to seek Him constantly, serve Him faithfully, and share Him boldly I believe He would use you for great things.
Wow. There are not enough fingers on my hands to count the times in the last few weeks where the last place I wanted was to be with a group of people. Just one person will do. I've found it dangerous to be by oneself for too long. There is such a delicate balance in being a leader and being able to be led. It is incredibly frustrating in times like these when you don't want to lead and don't want to be led. This is the point where it becomes dangerous. Being stagnant is acceptable in certain circumstances, but being so for too long results in a putrid stench and decay. A laissez-faire approach doesn't help much either. What does, however, is the friend who is closer than a brother. A friend who can drag you out of your hole when you don't have the strength. A friend to remind you that being a leader, while difficult, unpopular and lonely is very rewarding. A friend whose encouragement feed your soul... it is this friend who is the true leader.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Snow Day
I didn't go into work today. Instead I took pictures.
snow mounds
sun peering through the morning clouds
snow covered trees
Cardinal. Hurry Spring!
Monday, January 12, 2009
AJ's Visit
This past weekend Adaryll (AJ) came back home to Indiana for a performance at Zionsville Fellowship. AJ is part of a trio of talented musicians that are traveling to Europe this spring to perform and share Christ with others through their music.
On Sunday, Trader's Point was treated to a special surprise. AJ opened up service with his amazing saxophone skills. I have been trying to upload the video but have not had any luck. I'll keep trying though.
Also, this past Saturday, I volunteered at the Tissue Bank at the IU Simon Cancer Center which is teamed up with the Susan G. Komen Foundation. This event was a major success. There were 82 donors and twice as many volunteers! Can you believe it? One volunteer for every two donors! Even better, the grants director came in from Dallas and was blown away by how smoothly everything ran, the kindness of everyone and the success of the event. For me, I had been looking forward to this all week. Working in a clinical setting again made me so happy, especially after a terrible day at work on Friday. It was so nice to be around so many amazing people dedicating their time and talent to the cause of eradicating breast cancer.